Oh. God. Oh. God. Oh. God. 

I signed up for Yuletide. What the hell was I thinking? I'm just a sucker for fannish, community, holiday hug fests.

I already have issues writing in the two fandoms I write. I already suffer paralysing paroxysms of panic that any story I want to write has been done and done better than whatever I could put down on paper. Or will be done and done better. New fandoms frighten me like the boogie man under the bed. Deadlines are the anatonym of my free love, peaceful hippie fic-jiving ways. 

All of those on my f'list who have been through Yuletide before, I turn to you for advice and guidance. What are these secret santa letters? When do I write one? Will you hold my hand and tell me I can do this? MORAL SUPPORT ANYONE?

I will be over here until you need me, chowing down on my fingernails and scanning the room warily as if a tiger is going to jump out to bite me.

Also: New Pushing Daisies layout. I am, offcially, obsessed. Check it out: earlwyn

Also v.2.0: this weekend I am going on holiday up north to visit with friends of mine and see a play. A camera will possibly accompany me. Go team future picspam!